1 year 9 months

iM bAck . . .
10 days lyke 10 months weating to release out . .i keep thinking why i must face all this problem . .QRP and AWP is loike hell t0 me . .almost lyke crying all night. .i know that i made a mistake and what for to regret it . . i surpose to deserve the punishment for what i've doneand thers no point of turning back again . .everyday doing the same thing over and over again . . (b0riiing)i looking at the food like no appetite of eating it but still i have t0 if not i will get starving the whole day . .looking at the place like the bangladesh hometown . . the good thing is that in the dorm got the carrom-board , tvand still got 20 people in the same dorm with me that can talkwith if not i alone and easilly getting boriing inside . .singing , playing , x'cise and taking all the way for the past 10 days . .i really learn all my lesson now . .b'cause of a stoopid thing i made , i have to deserve all this rules . .shit ! ! i made a wrong move now . .

hEy iM p0stInG agAin . .
juSt wAnna tEll thAt iM g0inG t0 sUb c0urt 0n 21st july 09 . .
all thE bAd thiNgs hAppen t0 mySelf . .

y mUst bE mE fAcinG all this cRab . .

iM reAlly siCk and tiRed b0ut mysElf likE g0inG t0 giVe uP on mE . .

i dUn0 whY iM hAvinG sUch thiS pr0blEm . . hAix . .

0n pAst fEw dAyZ i rEally fEel hAppy wIf s0mEonE s0 spEciAl . .

shE mAkes my dAy , ,chEer mE uP aNd shArE pR0blEm 2gEthEr . .

i th0uGht hAvinG y0u iN my lifE iS s0 w0ndErfuLL bUt thEn wE

eNd uP liKe thIs . juSt g0t t0 n0e y0u bUt thEn y0u g0ne miSsinG . .

i th0uGht y0u my cIndEreLLa bUt n0w uR nUthiNk t0 mE . .

i rEally th0uGht 0f hAvinG a sEri0uS rElati0nshIp wiTh y0u bUt thEn . .(hAix)

i bEen hUrt aGaiN aNd agAin bEyb3y . .

iM t00 stress right now . .
why people must give me a problem . .
why must i face all this things ? ?
when should i be having a happy lyfe loike others . .
erRgg . . . n0 one out ther could understand me . .
you guys will not know what itz loike t0 be in my shoes right now . .
you just can see me happy but deep inside my heart ther are many problem
i got . .haix . . now i just live by myself all alone i give up every thing i g0t now . .
-qwerty-