1 year 9 months

iM bAck . . .
10 days lyke 10 months weating to release out . .i keep thinking why i must face all this problem . .QRP and AWP is loike hell t0 me . .almost lyke crying all night. .i know that i made a mistake and what for to regret it . . i surpose to deserve the punishment for what i've doneand thers no point of turning back again . .everyday doing the same thing over and over again . . (b0riiing)i looking at the food like no appetite of eating it but still i have t0 if not i will get starving the whole day . .looking at the place like the bangladesh hometown . . the good thing is that in the dorm got the carrom-board , tvand still got 20 people in the same dorm with me that can talkwith if not i alone and easilly getting boriing inside . .singing , playing , x'cise and taking all the way for the past 10 days . .i really learn all my lesson now . .b'cause of a stoopid thing i made , i have to deserve all this rules . .shit ! ! i made a wrong move now . .

hEy iM p0stInG agAin . .
juSt wAnna tEll thAt iM g0inG t0 sUb c0urt 0n 21st july 09 . .
all thE bAd thiNgs hAppen t0 mySelf . .

y mUst bE mE fAcinG all this cRab . .

iM reAlly siCk and tiRed b0ut mysElf likE g0inG t0 giVe uP on mE . .

i dUn0 whY iM hAvinG sUch thiS pr0blEm . . hAix . .

0n pAst fEw dAyZ i rEally fEel hAppy wIf s0mEonE s0 spEciAl . .

shE mAkes my dAy , ,chEer mE uP aNd shArE pR0blEm 2gEthEr . .

i th0uGht hAvinG y0u iN my lifE iS s0 w0ndErfuLL bUt thEn wE

eNd uP liKe thIs . juSt g0t t0 n0e y0u bUt thEn y0u g0ne miSsinG . .

i th0uGht y0u my cIndEreLLa bUt n0w uR nUthiNk t0 mE . .

i rEally th0uGht 0f hAvinG a sEri0uS rElati0nshIp wiTh y0u bUt thEn . .(hAix)

i bEen hUrt aGaiN aNd agAin bEyb3y . .

iM t00 stress right now . .
why people must give me a problem . .
why must i face all this things ? ?
when should i be having a happy lyfe loike others . .
erRgg . . . n0 one out ther could understand me . .
you guys will not know what itz loike t0 be in my shoes right now . .
you just can see me happy but deep inside my heart ther are many problem
i got . .haix . . now i just live by myself all alone i give up every thing i g0t now . .
-qwerty-

hEy . .itz s0 wonderful yesterday we went out f0r riding . .

wE g0 j0hor t0 pUmp ouR petrol after that we g0 boonlay fetch leese

ab0ut 0100hrs . .wE fEtch fyza at eshun while w8tin aidamid t0 cum . .

total we had 5 bikes . .mr & mrs aSrul , aMalina & yassEr ,mR aidAmid

aDan , fyza and myself . .we make a move t0 sembawang rd near satay club

t0 relax ourself first and have a meal at al-amin ther . . after we chill we move

t0 bukit candu and xplore . .itz s0 romantic and scary place the bridge make us

lyke g0ing t0 fall down haiyoo . .we ride until we at vivo ther w0w so fast .

we plan t0 go jalan bahar and walk around the muslim cementry . .

at the p.i.e t0words jalan bahar exit we saw 2 fucking tp follow us . .

the 2 tp was s0 st000pid that they can stop all of us but only st0p asrul bike that

he looking foward hahakz . . package bike 1 seater pillion , headlight , taillight both

mirrow , p-plate , rainbow bizer , small plate number , chain guard , mudguard .

lolx but only they summon bizer and small plate number t0tal cost of $120. .

st000pid tiger squad . . about 15mins we reach cementry . .s0 dark and silent place

s0 frightening . .wE st0p at the middle of the muslim cementry and we relax ourself

taking t0 each other . .after that we getting s0 boring and nuntink t0 do we make a move t0 our second home which at d0ta hahakz.ar0und 0900hrs i g0ing t0 poly t0 take mc. .wowo ns sucks . .

0n thE 22 may mR & mRs aSrul just g0t their

bike 1 week later the c0uple aCcidEnt at AYE

b0th 0f thEm sUffer the pains of their loife . .

t0 all of them please ride safely and be caution

t0 all drivers . . .huhu . . .

hyE

sEems t00 l0nG i didnt updAte my blogG kiNda bZ n0w . .

ab0ut my nS liFe i 0ut fr0m thy nDp pAradE . .

i really feel s0 happy bout that s0 i can spent my time on weekends now . .

tiring tiring and tiring bout this j0b . .

i been p0sted t0 RP and d0ing guard duty . .

i really dont know why iM attached at glouchester camp itz t00 damn far fr0m my house . .

please i really want t0 get out from nS . .

pAst few days i been s0 attracted t0 s0meone special in my life. .

i keep thinking to myself am i deserve t0 be in love again ? ? ?

itz really painfull when someone hurtz you . .

i been through this game iN thE past and i know hows itz feel lyke . .

but after i broke off with my l0ves 0ne i hurtz many 0f the gurls feeling . .

i dont know why am i doing this fucking shit . .

why must i did t0 s0me0ne that innocence . .

g0d please forgive me for what ive d0ne t0 them . .

my mind really playing trick 0n me . .

im confused now can someone help me bring me to the correct way . .

g0d please show me ther still someone out ther willing t0 help me

and some one c0uld spent her tyme

by taking care of me

. . .bless you. . .

heyyy l0000 im bAck . . . yEsterdAy wif hAd a gReat dAy ridinG at bt merah , bt panjang , lakeside , ang mo kio and bedok . . s0 many place we wEnt until i t0p up my petrol two times . . the most happening when we went t0 simpang bedok and ate . . the food were s0 h0t and spicy . . w0w i l0oike it . . after we relax fer a while we went back home . . at the highway we have a short distance race before exit bt pangjang wif unknown rxz guy . . ( haha kene kilaz per dengan budak jElapAnG_kEnG ) after we reached bt panjang we all split our own back home . .

hEy hEy hEy ! !

back again t0 update my blogg . .

thIs fEw wEekz i taking mc n taking off again huhu . .

i really feel s0 fed up waking up early in the morning . .

so sleepy n n0t having enough rest . .

why ns is so important t0 all guys . . haiyoo

make things so difficult . .

0ne of my fwenz sins has just release out from db . .

we celebrate of his come back at clarke quay . .

we buy (red label) n (st0ut) . .

we drink and drink till get drunk . . huhu

when we having fun drinking we heard that couple aidamid was quarrel . .

we thought they just quarrel but then they punch and kick among each other . .

their relationship got no understanding and trust . .

0ne of them should give and take but both of them was so fucking stubbon . .

(kEcoh arg ni couple)

because of that couple we got no mood at all . . haiyoo

u guyz spoilt our day and feeling drunk . . huhu

hEy hEy hEy . . .

t0dAy mC agAin bUt t00 bAd 2mollo mUst cUm t0 wErk agAin , ,hAix . . . .

s0 tirEd li0a . .f##k y0u st mAj0r y mUst i c u fAce . . (= . =)

hAte nS loifE . . m0st hAppenninG iS thE pArt whEn i wEb cAm wIf my fWenz , ,

hAhakzz s0 fUnny lEi . .cAnt tAke it . .huHu . .

aitEz gg t0 bEd s00n . .

t0 b c0ntinUe . .

hEll0 iM bl0gGing agAin , ,

lykE i t0ld chA wEekend iS thE m0st b0winG dAy iN lifE , ,

thinGs i d0 iS all thE sAme ,, gg 0ut wIf frEndz chill bAby n plAyinG d0ta , ,

1 0f my jElapAnG-kEnG's fRendz iNsidE dB , ,p00r sIns . . jUz 0f a guRl u luV u mAke uRself gEt int0 tr0ublE , ,thErz alwAys an0thEr dAy t0 spEnt , ,

evEry0ne mAke mE siCk siCk siCk , ,hAiy0 , ,st0p thE fuCkinG n0nsEnce lA gUys

iM jUz bZ sPending my tyMe wIf my fWenz n0t othErz , , ppl kIp cAllinG n cAllinG

iM s0 tiRed 0f u . . .

fEel kInda b0winG thIs dAyz, ,

i hEard thAt iM g0inG t0 pOstEd t0 ayEr rAjAh cAmp t0mol0 hAiy0 , ,

wTh sArgEnt mAj0r . .

yEstErdAy i chiLL oUt wIf my fWenz nEar bY my h0usE , ,

wE tAlk ab0Ut a gh0st st0ry , ,

wE aLL fEEl s0 sCared b0ut rEal st0Ry hAppEn aT jElapAnG iN 2006 , ,

thE wEathEr sEems t0 rAiN hEavily n i stArtEd t0 bIte my fingEr nAils , ,

hAhahkzz . . nUntiNk mUch t0 scArEd ab0ut itZ jUst aN imAgiNAti0n , ,

iM s0 s0 s0 s0wiE

hyE , , ,

s0wiE fEr n0t uPdAtE my bl0gG sInce 2OO8 . .

hEhe s0 lonG i gUeSs . .

n0w i cReatinG a nEw oNe . .

gUyz plEase lInk my nEw bloGg aiTez , ,

sEE u thEn , ,